Thursday, August 28, 2003
On an added note, I got my G today!!! fuck, that test was PARANOING!! Worse than the G2 test.. far more difficult but I was up to the challenge!... but now I have to go into work for at least 10 hours :-(
SOTD: Our Lady Peace - Not Enough
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place...
When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
There's nothing left to prove
There's nothing I wont do
There's nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here...
When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
What you are
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you got
What you love
What you need
What you have is real
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough
I'm sorry,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough
When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
It's not enough
No, it's not enough
It's not enough
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place...
When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
There's nothing left to prove
There's nothing I wont do
There's nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here...
When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
What you are
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you got
What you love
What you need
What you have is real
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough
I'm sorry,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough,
It's not enough
When they say you're not that strong
You're not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb
Up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
It's not enough
No, it's not enough
It's not enough
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
SOTD: Ill Nino - With You
Two months today!!!! Best two months of my life!!!!!!! Couldn't be any happier! She is just so fantastically amazing!!!!
Two months today!!!! Best two months of my life!!!!!!! Couldn't be any happier! She is just so fantastically amazing!!!!
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
SOTD: Limp Bizkit - Eat You Alive
Econoline Crush - Razorblades and Bandaids
Job interview went fine today, really good actually... but I dunno if I got the job. A lot of people applied but either way, I am quitting Wendy's tomorrow. I have a 5:00-close shift so when I go in to work, I am just going to talk to my boss and tell her that I quit... but in a subtle way of course. I just really can't stand the place... people are mean, really mean... yeah, I won't bitch because everyone is probably sick of me bitching. I hope I get the job at Your Independant Grocer. It's a bigger store and I wouldn't have to deal with the kind of people I have to deal with at Wendy's. I really hate it and I want to work in an environment with less pressure and stress. Some people can be very inconsiderate despite the fact that I am a trainee. People are STILL mean and expect me to know EVERYTHING and it pisses me off... yeah, I do realize that I said that I wouldn't bitch, but I had to get that little piece of info out. Moving on now... so today is my last day off for a week... soo not cool... ah well, at least I get to spend it with my little candy-pants. I really hope I had tomorrow off because it's our 2-month anniversary because I wanted to spend it with her (as I mentioned in previous entries) but unfortunately I have to work :-(
ah well, there will be 3 upsides to tomorrow.
1. 2-month anniversary
2. Quitting Wendy's
3. Mars will be the closest to Earth that it has ever been in 60,000 years.. it won't be this close to the Earth again until at least like 2287 or something like that... that's a really long time so I advise anyone to see it because it won't be coming back for a really long time!!
Anyway, I hope she gets home soon. She's in Sudbury right now for school shopping.. should be home really soon actually so I am going to go wait some more! That's it for now
Econoline Crush - Razorblades and Bandaids
Job interview went fine today, really good actually... but I dunno if I got the job. A lot of people applied but either way, I am quitting Wendy's tomorrow. I have a 5:00-close shift so when I go in to work, I am just going to talk to my boss and tell her that I quit... but in a subtle way of course. I just really can't stand the place... people are mean, really mean... yeah, I won't bitch because everyone is probably sick of me bitching. I hope I get the job at Your Independant Grocer. It's a bigger store and I wouldn't have to deal with the kind of people I have to deal with at Wendy's. I really hate it and I want to work in an environment with less pressure and stress. Some people can be very inconsiderate despite the fact that I am a trainee. People are STILL mean and expect me to know EVERYTHING and it pisses me off... yeah, I do realize that I said that I wouldn't bitch, but I had to get that little piece of info out. Moving on now... so today is my last day off for a week... soo not cool... ah well, at least I get to spend it with my little candy-pants. I really hope I had tomorrow off because it's our 2-month anniversary because I wanted to spend it with her (as I mentioned in previous entries) but unfortunately I have to work :-(
ah well, there will be 3 upsides to tomorrow.
1. 2-month anniversary
2. Quitting Wendy's
3. Mars will be the closest to Earth that it has ever been in 60,000 years.. it won't be this close to the Earth again until at least like 2287 or something like that... that's a really long time so I advise anyone to see it because it won't be coming back for a really long time!!
Anyway, I hope she gets home soon. She's in Sudbury right now for school shopping.. should be home really soon actually so I am going to go wait some more! That's it for now
SOTD: Limp Bizkit - Eat You Alive
So yeah, yesterday was my day off from work. I called in sick on Sunday and yesterday, Wendy's called me TWICE to come into work, but I conveniently didn't answer the phone ;-) hehehehe stupid Wendy's. I have a job interview at Your Independant Grocer at 1:00 today and I am really nervous and excited. I really want the job there because it will mean that I can quit Wendy's. I just wanted to post a message before hand to tell everyone about it, then when I get home, I'll post a message saying whether or not I got the job... I really hope I do but I just have a really really small feeling inside of me saying that I won't get it and that saddens me because I really don't want to be stuck at Wendy's... I hate that place soo much and I advice ANYONE to NOT work there at all. Sure, they do pay $7.00/hr but that is still bullshit for the shit you gotta put up with. Anyway, I'll post a message when I get home from my interview
So yeah, yesterday was my day off from work. I called in sick on Sunday and yesterday, Wendy's called me TWICE to come into work, but I conveniently didn't answer the phone ;-) hehehehe stupid Wendy's. I have a job interview at Your Independant Grocer at 1:00 today and I am really nervous and excited. I really want the job there because it will mean that I can quit Wendy's. I just wanted to post a message before hand to tell everyone about it, then when I get home, I'll post a message saying whether or not I got the job... I really hope I do but I just have a really really small feeling inside of me saying that I won't get it and that saddens me because I really don't want to be stuck at Wendy's... I hate that place soo much and I advice ANYONE to NOT work there at all. Sure, they do pay $7.00/hr but that is still bullshit for the shit you gotta put up with. Anyway, I'll post a message when I get home from my interview
Sunday, August 24, 2003
SOTD: Cold - Suffocate
Okay, I dunno what the freak is going on... I woke up at 5:00am and I have been having the same re-occuring dream and its driving me wild. I woke up at 5:00 and I've been sick since really... Just have been tossing and turning from 5:00-8:30 until I came home and I couldn't go to work. I just felt soo sick and my nerves were so shot that I just couldn't handle it... I went to sleep for a couple hours and then at like 2:30 I started to have that dream again... fuck I have no idea why I keep having this dream. Its soo real. I just keep dreaming that I am at work and orders are all waiting on me and everyone is yelling at me and I am faintly asleep so it was soo real. I keep waking up thinking I have to get the order and its just driving me insane. I feel better now, my stomache isn't sore anymore but fuck, it was weird this morning when I woke up because it was soo real... couldn't handle it, I barely did. Oh well... I am better now... I just hope I don't dream it again tonight. That's it for now.
Okay, I dunno what the freak is going on... I woke up at 5:00am and I have been having the same re-occuring dream and its driving me wild. I woke up at 5:00 and I've been sick since really... Just have been tossing and turning from 5:00-8:30 until I came home and I couldn't go to work. I just felt soo sick and my nerves were so shot that I just couldn't handle it... I went to sleep for a couple hours and then at like 2:30 I started to have that dream again... fuck I have no idea why I keep having this dream. Its soo real. I just keep dreaming that I am at work and orders are all waiting on me and everyone is yelling at me and I am faintly asleep so it was soo real. I keep waking up thinking I have to get the order and its just driving me insane. I feel better now, my stomache isn't sore anymore but fuck, it was weird this morning when I woke up because it was soo real... couldn't handle it, I barely did. Oh well... I am better now... I just hope I don't dream it again tonight. That's it for now.
