Saturday, November 29, 2003
Friday, November 28, 2003
SOTD: Stone Sour - Get Inside
Okay.... where to begin... let me organize my fucking DISPICABLE day into small parts.
Morning: I had to go into fucking co-op today... and once again, I did all the fucking work while my boss did practically nothing at all. Pretty sure if he would have did as much work as I did yesterday, or even organized one PART of yesterday then I would have had today off like everyone else.
Afternoon: Still more bullshit. I had to build a computer for my boss... that went by great until I set it up... the fucking jumpers were burnt out and it was about 12:20 and I just couldn't fucking handle it. I full out snapped. I screamed at the top of my lungs but luckily I was in the music room alone. All I wanted to do was get the fuck out of there and be with Heather, but NOO. I was stuck in that fucking school all day until 2:00. Just an all-around piss poor day, but at least I got thanked...
Evening: This is where it gets REALLY fucking peachy. When I got home, I was in a really bad mood but as always, Heather is there for me to cheer me up. She always knows how to make me feel better yet I don't even have the slightest clue how to make her feel better and that upsets me profusely. She is so good to me yet I treat her like shit. She even flat-out tells me what she wants, yet I still don't give it to her... I don't know what the hell is wrong with me anymore, and it is eating my up inside to know I am becoming to feeble. At 4:30, I went to work and holay FUCK.... utter and complete chaos!! Canadian Tire had a huge sale, so we got the fucking tail end of it. I have never seen it so busy in my life.. I have also never seen myself move so goddamn fast in my entire life. Always a wonderful feeling when I am moving so fast that my heart suddenly feels like someone literally stepped on it then smushed it around for a while. I had to sit down for about 5 minutes to regain my composure. I felt a little light-headed for about an hour, but then I was fine after that. It was SOO damn busy. I worked soo hard in the past two days than I ever have in my entire life. I had to stay an extra 30 minutes because it was just that freaking busy. So busy that the people at customer service actually had to get off of their asses and do work. To me, they do nothing but tell people what to do, and accept photolab orders. I was shocked to see them at registers. Once I got out of there, I had a nice shower then passed out for a while until Heather came home... yeah, in a nutshell, I am a completely unsupportive jerk. It is also a great feeling to know that everyone thinks that I am completely possessive of Heather and don't even give her the choice of doing anything but being with me. All I want to do is spend time with her because she is the only person in this fucking world I can tell anything to. Pretty much everyone else in this world gossips, which is why I just can't handle it anymore. I don't see why people insist on gossiping. If I ever gossip, I'll jump out a fucking window doing a sailor's dive. Just.. GRR!!! *screams and grips fists then breathes heavily* okay, I am going to shut the fuck up now. There are 2 people in this world I can honestly tell things to... 1 being Heather, which I can tell her anything... and the other person I know will not narc me out and gossip, because he hates gossip just as much as I do.
On a final note, and yes, I will stop bitching now... I just want to say that Heather, I am really sorry for not being supportive of you and that I love you with everything I have. Yes, that's right people. I LOVE HEATHER AND I LOVE SPENDING AS MUCH TIME WITH HER AS POSSIBLE! If you think I am possessive, then TOO BAD!!! I could give two shits. If you could only begin to understand the way she treats me and how she actually made me believe that there was such a thing known as love, then you'd understand. Maybe instead of jumping to conclusions, which pretty much everyone (including me) does, maybe you could just simply say, "So Kyle, how do you feel about Heather?" instead of just thinking, "Well, he spends too much time with Heather and doesn't give her any freedom, therefore he is possessive."
Okay.... where to begin... let me organize my fucking DISPICABLE day into small parts.
Morning: I had to go into fucking co-op today... and once again, I did all the fucking work while my boss did practically nothing at all. Pretty sure if he would have did as much work as I did yesterday, or even organized one PART of yesterday then I would have had today off like everyone else.
Afternoon: Still more bullshit. I had to build a computer for my boss... that went by great until I set it up... the fucking jumpers were burnt out and it was about 12:20 and I just couldn't fucking handle it. I full out snapped. I screamed at the top of my lungs but luckily I was in the music room alone. All I wanted to do was get the fuck out of there and be with Heather, but NOO. I was stuck in that fucking school all day until 2:00. Just an all-around piss poor day, but at least I got thanked...
Evening: This is where it gets REALLY fucking peachy. When I got home, I was in a really bad mood but as always, Heather is there for me to cheer me up. She always knows how to make me feel better yet I don't even have the slightest clue how to make her feel better and that upsets me profusely. She is so good to me yet I treat her like shit. She even flat-out tells me what she wants, yet I still don't give it to her... I don't know what the hell is wrong with me anymore, and it is eating my up inside to know I am becoming to feeble. At 4:30, I went to work and holay FUCK.... utter and complete chaos!! Canadian Tire had a huge sale, so we got the fucking tail end of it. I have never seen it so busy in my life.. I have also never seen myself move so goddamn fast in my entire life. Always a wonderful feeling when I am moving so fast that my heart suddenly feels like someone literally stepped on it then smushed it around for a while. I had to sit down for about 5 minutes to regain my composure. I felt a little light-headed for about an hour, but then I was fine after that. It was SOO damn busy. I worked soo hard in the past two days than I ever have in my entire life. I had to stay an extra 30 minutes because it was just that freaking busy. So busy that the people at customer service actually had to get off of their asses and do work. To me, they do nothing but tell people what to do, and accept photolab orders. I was shocked to see them at registers. Once I got out of there, I had a nice shower then passed out for a while until Heather came home... yeah, in a nutshell, I am a completely unsupportive jerk. It is also a great feeling to know that everyone thinks that I am completely possessive of Heather and don't even give her the choice of doing anything but being with me. All I want to do is spend time with her because she is the only person in this fucking world I can tell anything to. Pretty much everyone else in this world gossips, which is why I just can't handle it anymore. I don't see why people insist on gossiping. If I ever gossip, I'll jump out a fucking window doing a sailor's dive. Just.. GRR!!! *screams and grips fists then breathes heavily* okay, I am going to shut the fuck up now. There are 2 people in this world I can honestly tell things to... 1 being Heather, which I can tell her anything... and the other person I know will not narc me out and gossip, because he hates gossip just as much as I do.
On a final note, and yes, I will stop bitching now... I just want to say that Heather, I am really sorry for not being supportive of you and that I love you with everything I have. Yes, that's right people. I LOVE HEATHER AND I LOVE SPENDING AS MUCH TIME WITH HER AS POSSIBLE! If you think I am possessive, then TOO BAD!!! I could give two shits. If you could only begin to understand the way she treats me and how she actually made me believe that there was such a thing known as love, then you'd understand. Maybe instead of jumping to conclusions, which pretty much everyone (including me) does, maybe you could just simply say, "So Kyle, how do you feel about Heather?" instead of just thinking, "Well, he spends too much time with Heather and doesn't give her any freedom, therefore he is possessive."
Thursday, November 27, 2003
SOTD: Anything happy and nice!!
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I love you and I know the next 5 months will be just as wonderful, if not better :-)
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I love you and I know the next 5 months will be just as wonderful, if not better :-)
You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
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around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
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you're not afraid to explore. People either
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Monday, November 24, 2003
SOTD: Default - Taking My Life Away
The Soo was kick ASS!!! I had a great time! I'll lay it out day by day to make it easier to read
Friday: Arrived in the Soo, went straight to KFC for supper, and the funny part was that they were out of chicken so we had to wait 30 minutes for a meal! Another thing that is funny is the fact that our order was screwed up 2 times so we just stuck with what we got! What an incompitent place! Hahaha! Later on, we went to the movies and saw Elf. That was a good movie! Very funny and enjoyable!
Saturday: Very cool day! We went to the mall and did the whole shopping thing, and we went to see The Cat In The Hat and that was also a very good movie! Mike Myers did a good job for sure! Oh yeah, I also forgot to mention, we also watched Finding Nemo which was also a very good movie! Both nights we went to bed early!
Sunday: Almost like Saturday, but w/o the shopping and seeing a different movie. Started off the day with eating some crepes. Didn't really enjoy them, but they were still good though. We saw Matrix: Revolutions and I really enjoyed it! I've been DYING to see how it all ends, and it didn't disappoint at all! It left an opening for another one, but I dunno if they do! Some aspects of it really upset me (not in a bad way, meaning I would have liked for certain aspects to be changed) and I had lasagne for supper!! Extremely good! The bus ride home really sucked because we couldn't sit together :-( she was one seat infront of me and it really sucked because I was kind of hoping that someone would say, "Hey.. maybe they want to sit together" and let us sit together, but it didn't happen.
All in all, I had a wonderful weekend and I can't wait to go back! It kicks ASS there! Its like a kick ass Espanola!
The Soo was kick ASS!!! I had a great time! I'll lay it out day by day to make it easier to read
Friday: Arrived in the Soo, went straight to KFC for supper, and the funny part was that they were out of chicken so we had to wait 30 minutes for a meal! Another thing that is funny is the fact that our order was screwed up 2 times so we just stuck with what we got! What an incompitent place! Hahaha! Later on, we went to the movies and saw Elf. That was a good movie! Very funny and enjoyable!
Saturday: Very cool day! We went to the mall and did the whole shopping thing, and we went to see The Cat In The Hat and that was also a very good movie! Mike Myers did a good job for sure! Oh yeah, I also forgot to mention, we also watched Finding Nemo which was also a very good movie! Both nights we went to bed early!
Sunday: Almost like Saturday, but w/o the shopping and seeing a different movie. Started off the day with eating some crepes. Didn't really enjoy them, but they were still good though. We saw Matrix: Revolutions and I really enjoyed it! I've been DYING to see how it all ends, and it didn't disappoint at all! It left an opening for another one, but I dunno if they do! Some aspects of it really upset me (not in a bad way, meaning I would have liked for certain aspects to be changed) and I had lasagne for supper!! Extremely good! The bus ride home really sucked because we couldn't sit together :-( she was one seat infront of me and it really sucked because I was kind of hoping that someone would say, "Hey.. maybe they want to sit together" and let us sit together, but it didn't happen.
All in all, I had a wonderful weekend and I can't wait to go back! It kicks ASS there! Its like a kick ass Espanola!
